WHAT I’M WEARING: OASIS SHIRT COLLAR SWEATER, ASAP PARIS BLACK SKIRT, CELINE SUNGLASSES VIA SMARTOTTICA, COMME DES GARCONS CONVERSE VIA HERVIA, MINI CHANEL BAG, ROSEFIELD BLACK STRAP WATCH & GREY BKR WATER BOTTLE
Swept up in something. A wind of work, perhaps. Wondering why my house is always a mess. Thinking about yoga to then opt for running until my knees hurt every night at the gym. Eating raw carrots for dinner and feeling sad about it. Worrying about things a week ago weren’t a worry at all. Spending hours online looking at expensive trench coats and not buying a single one. Falling asleep on my floor, phone in hand and Biba nestled somewhere strange like my neck or elbow. Picking up leaves off the streets to keep that then crumble into flakes between books. Walking across town to run errands to realize I forgot my wallet. Listening to Drake on repeat until the lyrics are stuck in my mind like quotes. Wondering if anything will happen, if something will change, all the while not wanting anything to shift at all. Drinking cold coffee I forgot to drink hot. Making a cake that tastes like dust. Finding comfort in things like folding laundry or filling vases with flowers. After a silently still summer, without a lick of breeze, Barcelona is full of wind and it’s pushing me around. Or maybe it’s a wind from within. Either way, struggling to keep my feet on the ground right now, I’m swept up and wondering, always wondering, why.
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