WHAT I’M WEARING: PRIMARK FELT BLACK FLOPPY HAT, PRIMARK 70S PRINTED DRESS & PRIMARK BLACK BOOTS
Listening to a lot of Banks & Grace Potter, with hair as messy as my thoughts, running around the city eating leafy greens of all kinds while wondering what it is exactly people do with their ‘time off’. I’m not sure of much. In fact, I believe a healthy dose of uncertainty to be inspiring. And lately, it’s been crowding my mind – I try to unwind but then find myself wandering over to projects that were left unfinished in the pursuit of meeting more official deadlines. I’ll read a book and then fall asleep, napping away my Sundays rather than running around the chic spots of my city like all the other girls do on instagram. I’ll think about men and then avoid their invitations by hiding under weekend work excuses and what not. I’ll wear boots in 30 degree heat because it’s autumn in my mind but not on the streets. I’ll wonder and wander and do silly things all weekend. Is this unwinding, is this taking time off? Or is my head set at a speed that won’t stop spiraling? Girls, I have no idea. I can barely remember to put on a bra and today I tied my dirty hair into pigtails underneath a hat too hot for August. Who, at 26 wears pigtails? I have no idea, like I said, I don’t know much. At all, about anything but here I am, post nap and pre-efforts to enjoy Sunday evening, sitting here wondering to you. Thinking out loud, perhaps this is what this blog truly is about. Trying different clothes I like and rambling into ideas only half-formed, half-alive. I guess even at twenty-six, I’m still naively tender, tussling through these weekends in the pursuit of relaxation all the while not really knowing what it is to truly repose. I don’t know. Do you? Do you know?
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